I was Yelled at

[Jon G.]

I was yelled at, criticized, called names and whipped with a belt by my abusive father. I hated him and retaliated. I was terrorized by nightmares, and one time after I slept in a graveyard I woke up cold and paralyzed lying on my back. I was anguished by girls I liked. None of them reciprocated. A particular one rejected me and I felt a knot in my gut from it for a year. I used to pray a lot. One time I was healed and visited by the holy ghost for 3 days. It gave me a makeover. Then I was abused by a professional psychologist.

After I found a girl I thought I liked, she cheated on me and I suffered a breakdown. In the middle of it I had numerous hallucinations, voices and visions. My brain got fried by an entity situating himself as God. After that I was mortified and hit bottom. I thought I was a really bad, bad guy. I was petrified.

Then I spent 20 years digging myself out of the hole, and I'm still digging. I guess I'll go to a meeting tonight and soak in some more sobriety.

I'll wager $2 that the pervert professor's daughter has never reached orgasm her entire life. Her father psychologically raped her and she detests sex. No man will ever do for her. She already had a perfect husband but she was only a mirror to his inadequacies, which every human man has. Anyway any sexual expression outrages her and she castrates him. I'll wager $2. It's an answer only she can give, and she is a chronic liar.

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Post by Jon G.
I was yelled at, criticized, called names and whipped with a belt by my abusive father. I hated him and retaliated. I was terrorized by nightmares, and one time after I slept in a graveyard I woke up cold and paralyzed lying on my back. I was anguished by girls I liked. None of them reciprocated. A particular one rejected me and I felt a knot in my gut from it for a year. I used to pray a lot. One time I was healed and visited by the holy ghost for 3 days. It gave me a makeover. Then I was abused by a professional psychologist.
After I found a girl I thought I liked, she cheated on me and I suffered a breakdown. In the middle of it I had numerous hallucinations, voices and visions. My brain got fried by an entity situating himself as God. After that I was mortified and hit bottom. I thought I was a really bad, bad guy. I was petrified.
Then I spent 20 years digging myself out of the hole, and I'm still digging. I guess I'll go to a meeting tonight and soak in some more sobriety.
I'll wager $2 that the pervert professor's daughter has never reached orgasm her entire life. Her father psychologically raped her and she detests sex. No man will ever do for her. She already had a perfect husband but she was only a mirror to his inadequacies, which every human man has. Anyway any sexual expression outrages her and she castrates him. I'll wager $2. It's an answer only she can give, and she is a chronic liar.

You are self loathing. Gambling is a sin. It is clearly stated in Commandment 5.3 Thou hath not gamble unless it is a State Lottery.