oio
2015-12-19 22:18:48 UTC
I have just cause against Carolyn for various things that I've mentioned in
other posts, for which I've sought to bring her to justice; but having
failed, I've resorted to the spiritual dimension: exploits, sacraments and
prayers; going it alone with no help from anyone, or if anything their
criticism and discouragement, protecting the guilty and persecuting the
victims.
Nobody ever changes overnight by being forced into it. They may change for
a little while but at the first opportunity relapse back to the way they
were before. God never gives an ultimatum to either change or die. Instead
he graces the evil-doer with enough love and motivation to change for the
better; and these kinds of changes last a lifetime. Notice however that He
also uses tough love to change people, causing them pain and difficulty if
they persist and continue to do evil further.
But why would God ever kill my adversary? Because it was my unspoken wish?
God has His reasons and works in mysterious ways. Those who victimize
others shall be victimized themselves: if unto injury then injured; if unto
murder then murdered; if by faith then by faith; if by the Spirit then by
the Spirit; if unto forces then by forces; if unto telepathy then by
telepathy... in general the perpetrators of injustice shall have injustice
perpetrated unto them the same. Here is the patience and faith of the
saints.
God has placed obstacles in my path which requires effort to overcome, and
in the process of exerting that effort I grow a little stronger, maybe even
strong enough to tackle bigger obstacles later on. Through this process He
strengthens me and builds my character. If I had these problems a few years
ago I may not have made it.
It's been people who have given me lethally heavy crosses, not God. Given
the same circumstances and the same odds that I was given, nobody should
have died because I didn't die; I was just savagely wounded and recovered.
If I played a 1% part in someone's death, in the end I will die by a 1% part
that a dissident played in my death. If I caused it to happen, it is sure
to happen to me.
Blasphemy of the holy ghost: a lot of it is going around these days,
killing innocent people for no apparent reason, but for the sake of being
assholes. It found its historic root in the Powelsons, who made it a point
of killing innocent people for no apparent reason, but for the sake of being
assholes.
If Carolyn is dead I am damned glad of it, but if not she has been off my
radar for 6 months or so. The problem has been removed. That's really all
I wanted. If I was proud I'd make sure of it that she was dead, but that's
not for me to decide. She and her kin had not best bet come around here and
test the waters to do a hit. They may not return home alive as well.
other posts, for which I've sought to bring her to justice; but having
failed, I've resorted to the spiritual dimension: exploits, sacraments and
prayers; going it alone with no help from anyone, or if anything their
criticism and discouragement, protecting the guilty and persecuting the
victims.
Nobody ever changes overnight by being forced into it. They may change for
a little while but at the first opportunity relapse back to the way they
were before. God never gives an ultimatum to either change or die. Instead
he graces the evil-doer with enough love and motivation to change for the
better; and these kinds of changes last a lifetime. Notice however that He
also uses tough love to change people, causing them pain and difficulty if
they persist and continue to do evil further.
But why would God ever kill my adversary? Because it was my unspoken wish?
God has His reasons and works in mysterious ways. Those who victimize
others shall be victimized themselves: if unto injury then injured; if unto
murder then murdered; if by faith then by faith; if by the Spirit then by
the Spirit; if unto forces then by forces; if unto telepathy then by
telepathy... in general the perpetrators of injustice shall have injustice
perpetrated unto them the same. Here is the patience and faith of the
saints.
God has placed obstacles in my path which requires effort to overcome, and
in the process of exerting that effort I grow a little stronger, maybe even
strong enough to tackle bigger obstacles later on. Through this process He
strengthens me and builds my character. If I had these problems a few years
ago I may not have made it.
It's been people who have given me lethally heavy crosses, not God. Given
the same circumstances and the same odds that I was given, nobody should
have died because I didn't die; I was just savagely wounded and recovered.
If I played a 1% part in someone's death, in the end I will die by a 1% part
that a dissident played in my death. If I caused it to happen, it is sure
to happen to me.
Blasphemy of the holy ghost: a lot of it is going around these days,
killing innocent people for no apparent reason, but for the sake of being
assholes. It found its historic root in the Powelsons, who made it a point
of killing innocent people for no apparent reason, but for the sake of being
assholes.
If Carolyn is dead I am damned glad of it, but if not she has been off my
radar for 6 months or so. The problem has been removed. That's really all
I wanted. If I was proud I'd make sure of it that she was dead, but that's
not for me to decide. She and her kin had not best bet come around here and
test the waters to do a hit. They may not return home alive as well.